Jonny essex said:
Two services over 33k i dont see as bad personally, the fact the car felt no better after a full BMW service tells me no harm done to my car.
And yes the point is that i know im throwing good hard earned money after bad but i will never have to sell her and if i do i will be a old man with a vintage car in corking nik,
The power i want i dont need just something i would like to have, a supercharger would get 70bhp minimum more and for 10k which is my most prefered choice but then its 10k!!
As for my threads on this even tho its nothing new always seems to promote plenty of interest, comments, disagreements which is great for this forum.
By the time ive finished my Zed she will look perfect inside out with some unique mods so maybe i need to be happy with what i have, besides petrol aint getting any cheaper lol
Which is fair play and your enthusiasm is great and what I like about you is it doesn't matter what people say you do what you want!
But I think the statement "i will never have to sell her and if i do i will be a old man with a vintage car in corking nik" won't be true. If you can get the car to work and be reliable then yes you will, but will need a lot of money spent on it until that time just keeping it working, like Beedubs his is awesome but needs so much attention it never gets out of the garage, which in my opinion is pointless having it in the first place. But his is truly desirable because it was built on the proper platform to begin with. But you could spend the money and end up with a white elephant which isn't really what we want for you, beedub knows what he's doing and does a lot of work himself. Could get to the point where its so depressing you won't want to use it! But it could be the turning point for you too, a new skill doing the work yourself. I would love a project to learn how to do anything myself but its having something you don't care too much about to do the work on so if it doesn't work its doesn't pull the heart strings not the pride and joy!
This week I've got a problem with my Z, a second sticky calliper in 2 years and although a small problem and easy fixed, I feel like just locking it in the garage and leaving it because its annoying and I'm emotionally attached to it and it pisses me off when its not working properly, I haven't driven it a lot recently and feel like just getting rid because when things go wrong it taints the experience. But at the end of the day its a car!!! Not a person! Its easy to fix send it to the garage and they'll swap the calliper cost me £100 excess and thats it done, forgotten about.
Feel the same when it gets chipped marked etc. BMW pressure washed it last time it went in when my xenon went and the water has got under the paint on the front bumper and has a 2cm bubble, so although small I know its there so that needs sorting too, it needs taxing at the end of the month and another set of tyres soon. That lot will probs be the best part of 2k these things add up annoy me because its not perfect but its such a small amount of effort to put right and is part of ownership. In a stupid way making the issues right makes you feel better about doing it and the fact you did it, I suppose a sense of achievement in a small way. Sometimes you just have to suck it up and sort it, move pride out the way and do whats sensible. Cars cost money as they are without putting insane mods that could possibly make or break the experience.
Now if the engine blew up or it was so unreliable because of something I have done and spent as much as I paid for the car doing so I would hate it, I think I would actually be depressed at that thought and just cut my losses and get rid of it and probably not want one again. Then think what I could have had and feel even worse.
Then I think about the rest of my life, I was lucky I bought the car at 23 and now nearly 26 still my dream car (apart from a 911 :evil

, the car costs a lot (with my OCD like you) but is still worth a good amount and if I sold it I could buy all the cameras and lenses I've ever wanted and go and travel round the world… probably have the time of my life, change the person I am for life and do all the things I want before I get too old or have to settle etc But at the same time don't want to get rid of it, its mine and took a lot of hard work and sacrifice to buy and theres a pride to buying one as it was my dream car. Like you I got a lot of stick when I first got it as I was the youngest at the time to own one on the forum. Got the spoilt brat comments, jealousy from the older members, you'll never insure it blah blah, but the difference is I enjoy my job and work full time and run my own business on the side I work bloody hard which is why I'm not on here a lot anymore and don't drive the car a lot atm hence the lack of car photo threads from me.
Having it is like a finger up to them and I also wanted one now rather than later when life takes over marriage kids etc etc so trust me we've all been there, and continue to go through it. Look at Inkeys/Pazas buying trends recently, I wish I had the balls like Paza to just get rid and buy something else not worry it was a bad decision, theres always another car… and they had to change to experience something else, due to circumstance or just lust for something else if it doesn't work out sell and buy again and the trend continues. In the back of my mind I'm like well sell it do it, come back and buy another… but will I find one as good? Of corse I will, but that doesn't change the fact I want to keep it. But unfortunately you can't have everything, and in the process of buying a house either to live in or rent while I go traveling the car will probably go sooner rather than later which is a depressing thought.
Suppose what I mean is that its just metal and you make it your own, regardless of what its like when you buy it. Aesthetics are the easy bit like you've proved with yours and how good it looks its the mechanicals which are the difficult bit, which is why I went for the M instead of another one, I wanted the best BMW made in the Z range without compromising reliability, costs etc Which is why they are so sought after atm.
Sorry to get a bit wet, but not all of us reveal all, all the time and believe it or not we all go through the same process. Its a man thing haha.