Apologise for no update. Been under the weather with the Radiotheraphy disaster
and return to Chemo'
X3 & Z4:
Not being used enough. Should do DIY servicing to both but cannot russle up the energy.
Will have to book into the garage at the end of the road, they are very good to be fair.
Health:
Not good.
Returned to Chemotheraphy on Friday. The weekend was OK, they gave me some steroids for couple of days
which seemed to do the trick ?? Will ask for those again.
Monday, absolute S*ite, all the pain is back. Tongue, Throat, neck and earache is back. Painkillers not doing much.
This morning up at 0130 Hrs and been stumbling about. That 2 nights now with just 2 hours. I had been getting
sleep back up to 6 - 7 hours
Wednesday:
Pre-chemo check up then followed up with a new PICC line being inserted.
This is the tube that runs from arm to chest to administer the Chemo and any other drugs without
constant needles and injections
Thursday:
Visit to the "Swallow nurse".
Recently jaw has been almost locked closed, i need to acheive 4.5 CM aperture (3 fingers) for the dental team to take
me on for reconstruction. "So this is very important." Excersizing the jaw is very painful so seeking advise.
Friday:
Next dose of Chemotheraphy. Round and round we go.
Future outlook:
Put in for the Voluntary redundancy. Which has been accepted (Just need in writing which i will get tomorrow)
So 46 years in international freight and this will be the first time sinse i started at 16 that not employed and with no income, will be strange.
Working on the premis that i will never get to draw a pension that will support me and that i need to only look at short term options.
Looking forward to the better weather, face full of teeth, a stable routine and not much else
Target: Getting to Zedfest (North) in August
Have Chemo' brain fog so sure have fogotten something
Laters
Went through all that for nothing it seems 
